So last night's date with on-phone-Josh was fun. Again, he's really sweet and awkward. But that's what I was thinking about the whole date. I was trying to make myself like him. I know I should be patient because it's only our second date. After the movie he didn't try to get a drink or anything. I wasn't offended. I didn't take it personally. I think he just either doesn't know how to date or is only interested in me as a friend. Which is fine.
But I'm kind of freaking out. Not about him, but about men in general. Are the only choices good catches who you are not attracted to and bad catches who you are attracted to? Will I have to pick between a Juan type and a Josh type? Is that the sad truth? That ultimately it comes down to a choice between following your pheromones or following your brain? If so, I'll have to marry a mensch and keep a master... mistress... mistresser (?) on the side. Or douse the mensch in pheromones of my liking.
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