MySpace or Your's?

Ugggh. So I finally did the unthinkable and went on Juan's MySpace Page. It's one of the few things in life he seems to follow through with and devote himself to. He checks it almost every day I think. There were always new updated photos; new moods; new names for himself. When we were dating he even told me about some girl who was stalking him and sending him naked pictures. Anyhoo, when I went on to his myspace page, there were a few interesting changes.


1) He has a beautiful NY Yankees layout. (Yankees fans can download it here for free!)
2) He is still listed as single, but he is no longer looking for "relationship." He's only looking for friends
3) His main picture is no longer one of him giving the finger (charming I know), but rather a picture of him with his ex and their two kids
4) He took down some photos he had of himself with the last girl he dated. I once asked him why he still had them up. I didn't care, I just thought it was weird since he didn't seem to like her. He said he kept them up because if he took them down she would bother him.
5) He now has an album called "Me and (ex's name) and are [sic] kids."
6) His "hot comment" ( I'm not sure what that is, but I guess it's something he put up or someone else did) says "If you love someone, you never give up."
7) His mood is "hopeful"
8) His ex's was "lonely" and then when I checked last "anxious"
9) His ex left him a comment saying "No matter what, I'm always there for you."

This all confirms what I suspected the whole time, which is that Juan was totally not over his ex. And they may be trying to patch things up.

It's weird. Seeing the page was both upsetting and relieving. It was upsetting because I don't want to be reminded of him. It was a relief because I feel totally unthreatened by his ex. I mean, I don't feel dissed that he wants to get back together with his ex and, by extension, live with his kids. I guess I was also relieved in this weird way because I saw the two of them as pathetic.

He still has the latina models in bikinis up. So maybe when things progress with him and his ex, he'll replace those photos with pictures of latina models in full piece suits.